there no more

the existance slowly slithers and goes unnoticed as the impressions fade. one's most memorable youth; schooling has never seem so fun. unwilling as the heart is, time aches me with its neverending flow. dry eyes stared into space and savoured the surroundings, and for once, the breaking ball was so hard to hit. things are different from it once were, changes amass and a journey enriched. destination in sight, the heart relents, detesting the present and self. an undoubtedly new chapter we all will face, but the deepest inscriptions has been made. with clarity i speak, i get up through old ways, promises made and resillience built. the people - probably the most impactful turn in my entire life - has shaped and open new doors in the theory of ideas. thank you every single one of you in meridian! =)

interesting how i just realised that holiness is obtained through darkness, or do we put forth our sufferings in such drastic vision? logic can never overcome the physical deficiencies, or do we believe? thankful for aged, sickness and death, and experience of the hunger for the enhanced treasure.

2 weeks left, i think i should start studying, anybody who hasn't started like me wanna join? heh