Monday, October 03, 2005

a vampire's date

All is lost. everything's back, done and accounted for. there is no turning back, and 4 weeks doesn't seem to cause any sign of trepidation. so i did awful, and true was the notion that the more effort put in results in a lower mark. such results seemingly making monkey faces at me; totally literally. so i'll suffer mockery and humiliation for getting APE, i mean ABE: no brainer what the corresponding subjects are. so much too say, so much to do, yet i squander my time playing lame games such as miniclip, yahoo and popcap. i can't believe i spent like 20+ hours on them this entire week. no wonder no time to study... sianz =( then came s paper, and screw it. can't even get an A, furthermore being thrashed by someone whose loudness from his mouth is directly proportional to his marks. just today, i was again being thrashed by fmaths mock exam taken from hwa chong. the papers are on a rampage, with not less than a monster kill. maybe i'll make a resolution to not slack or spend time unwisely (eg. miniclips), or perhaps not. lol! Oh well, the logic transcended to teenagers are falling way off the regression line, thanks to motion pictures. perhaps that is why GP grades are declining. we were unsurprisingly pwned by chem again, but fmaths people were pwned by maths c people in c maths. yes, we aren't that great, no wait, only i am lousy. yes, i deserved to be scolded, some other people too, but its the wrong target audience because some geniuses score so well but they didn't study.

enough of prelims, here comes the exciting part. I watched finished "My date with a vampire 3"!!! chao nice, but quite lame still... well, the wonders of television. improved my cantonese and can finally put my mind at ease during the A levels. the other divertion is here, which will halt sooner or later, or perhaps not depending on intellect. its scary how SO MANY PEOPLE are MUGGING! omg people, what are you guys doing? the spirits' commendable, but not the method. refine the techniques, if not the results will prove correct. nvm. Finally, i got to go to bedok jetty. its cool to see the contrast of nature; matter and antimatter, good and evil, yin and yang, angels and demons. however in particular here, there was a streak of light beaming ferociously down the line of symmetry where i carefully chose the greenwich meridian. to the right was the rather bleak and alittle dark sea and its coasts, and to the left was the vast shimmering ocean. so i had sat down and tasted the essence incorporated in life's building blocks.miraculously, a sense of inner tranquilty set in, totally savouring the moment. with that, i search for stuck. the soul particles can be felt, as feelings will last forever as opposed to memories. then, with wings spread apart came a seagull soaring in the sky. that impression sent me drifting towards envy, inspiring the true essence of 'soaring'. thou hast delight in one's dreams thus far, and nowst should repay thy debt in interest, for he shall be a sucker thereafter.

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