starry starry night

15 march 2005:
it was a silent night, with the exception of the 'swoshing' of the waves. as i sat there in the strong gusts of wind, i looked beyond the ocean; a usual routine for point blank imagination. as alvin, alson, amos, rayner and ryan played around and enjoyed themselves in the partial heaven state of surroundings, i gazed at the cresent moon. the sky was pellucid and stars aplenty, coruscating brilliantly in the dark. a rare phenomenom, but it glued me to my seat as i continued to stare aimlessly. funny as to how i try to piece them together mentally, as if forming a skeleton of the signs. this then reminded me of unidad de estrallas...

my army medical checkup was considered short (9am - 12.30pm) as others had taken a much longer time. i came back to school only to find the ogls and councillors went out for MMM, leaving kumar and kha behind with augustine. it didn't seem like a camp to me, and felt out of place. lol! queer, isn't it? the same thing was happening, ain't it? didn't know vega at all, like i didn't know regulus. total mixed blood... the dumb thing is that now that i'm slacking to the max, which was totally opposite from 1st o, it just feels weird. not knowing anything, not really bothering too, circumstances have changed. interesting how psychology facilitates, where i said i have reached the pinnacle of pococurantism. it's like concealing the pretentious, as what halim, kumar and i all agreed upon. go figure.

16th march: there wasn't as many stars as yesternight, but the breeze prevailed. the ventures were cycling and just catching up, enjoying each other's company. such a life just rocks! =)