concepts

positive energy. yes, if only i could generate it at the crux. another dream, to be fulfilled? wants versus needs.

well, halim has way cool ideas which i feel i can learn more about from. wishing that we can be closer and talk more about such stuff.

a reality check; from what i see, people don't envision across the ostensibly endless ocean. it feels weird, different, all of this are our prime years, so cherish it. the concept of life being unfair, as brought up by halim, was revolting to the both of us. is it only this much - to finish whatever that needs to be done ? perhaps coming from a c personality bestows me a heavenly gift of cogitation, and i deeply appreciate it. perhaps now is the time to seek out meaning and faith. though i don't like the concept of religon, i have to believe and unravel the language of the world, perhaps something like a "soul society". but back to focusing, study. nonetheless, orientation is important as this would be the measure on how we would be able to carry and balance ourselves, thus forcing the best in us