passing on

this is an absolute wrong time but the fact that each body is impermanent remains. stuck is stuck but no longer himself. points of controvesy prevails for the 4 nights in which there was little sleep. to show the sign of respect was of utmost importance, but there were so many yet so little things to do. stuck faltered and may be condemned for life. but death is welcome, and life, i hope, will take its turning point. the mind didn't listen to the body as its clock is now distorted and would require the last day as a rest before readjusting for the As. entering the exams tattered and torn have already dealt a great blow, it leaves now to see the fortune of the four-leaver clover.

how it strikes me when the lid was closed and it was the last time seeing her. as we stood in the viewing gallery, tears did not flow but both the mental and physique suffered. let's move on... ...

i'm eternally indebted and grateful; may you be relieved of your sufferings as the transference of merits has been a 100% conversion.
i'm very sorry and may all beings be well and happy.